Friday, January 2, 2009
mood: .. irritated?.. black clouds over my head..
hey there, shiori da-tenshi here again..
today's the first day of school for 2009..
the first impression i made: i'm really quiet and i look dead
quote said by amanda(my partner):i'm really quiet
quote said by melissa(i only know one melissa so far): i look dead
..
my form teacher: miss leong
my comments on her:
fun/toot/humorous factor: okay-okay.
torture factor: super high[she made us stand for nearly 10 miutes&extra 3 minutes for "breaking the ice"(my ice wall can never be broken, even though it looks broken)what the.. much?]
organising factor: super high(i've never seen anyone as neat and organising as her:she made us sit in perfect STRAIGHT lines, and she even arranged our seating places)
nice factor:not so bad
irritating factor: extremely irritating
random factor: extremely random(just like my mom)
my new register number: 40<<'4' my favourite number
and guess what?
i'm right at the back.
AGAIN.
*Note: Miss Leong is a blur queen.
Eep. Got a bad sore throat and runny nose. Eep.
Eek. Nobody in class goes up to talk to me. Eep.
Is my face really THAT scary?
I really don't think so.
my current seating of the month(we have to change seats every month -_-''): by the window, far from the teacher's desk.<<>
bad thing is, the fan isn't anywhere near. .. great, .. just great..
my partner: Amanda<<>
oh well, good luck to her.
..
really nothing much left to talk about what happened in school.
rating my own performance for the day: extremely bad
*grey cloud storms*
Just checked my cbox.
Tessa replied again.
Here's my reply to you Tessa, let me say it once and for all. :
Tessa, let me tell you this once and for all.
You have no idea what you just freaking said to me, of all people.
You said I had friends, you had none.
Don't bloody try to fool me!
Yes, I admit I have people around me whom you call as "friends".
But, they are just like drugs, to keep me alive..
(To Regina & Perpetua: I'm sorry if I hurt you by saying this^)
You may have no friends in school, but then, you said that your sister was your friend.
Why are you contradicting yourself?!
Even I, don't say that my sister is my friend.
Actually, I didn't ever need one..
Fine, you say you have problems, that, I understand..
What about me?!
I have problems too you know?!
You are not somebody to say that you have no friends to me!
You are not somebody to say that you are lonely to me!
You are not somebody to say that I don't understand you good enough!
I used to think that you were better and far nicer than your sister.
But now, I think you're both just as bad!
You idiot!
Now you've over-done it!
You've finally made me hate you!
All these conflicts around me are pissing me off!
I'll say this one last time, don't say that I'm bullying you because you're my cousin and my junior.
YOU ASKED FOR IT!
I've never ever said this to anyone STRAIGHT before.
However, this time, I will.
Genevieve, if you love your sister and support her more than you support me,
I can't stop you.
I can't stop you from hating me.
I know I might regret saying this in the future, but, now, I really want to say this:
TESSA, I REALLY, REALLY HATE YOU!
AND PLEASE GET THE SHIT OUT OF MY BLOG,
WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT!
I'M SICK AND TIRED OF ARGUING OVER WHO'S MORE PATHETHIC!
JUST GET THE SHITTY HELL OUT OF MY BLOG!
JUST LEAVE ME ALONE, OKAY?!
da tenshi? don't worry. i'm proud of being one. :)