Wednesday, December 31, 2008
mood: irritated & disgusted
happy new year, everyone!
Shiori, Da-Tenshi is here again.
eep.
first day of the year, first thing in the morning.
guess what?
eep.
i 've caught a kinda bad sore throat.
eep.
must have screamed too much last night.
the worse thing to ever happen to a tenshi who loves to sing(me), is getting sick.(sore throat, flu, cough,etc)
eep.
throat feels horrible.
but, that's not the worst part of it yet.
Guess wat I saw on my cbox today the first thing I came online?
A message from Tessa, my Sei-Tenshi cousin.
She, a kind and weak hearted Sei-Tenshi, thinks that she is an outcast, a Da-Tenshi like me!
What nonsense is that!
This is so friggin atrocious, I could yell, scream, shout and strangle her at the same time!
She asks what her colour is right?
WELL, NOW I'LL TELL YOU, TESSA, YOUR COLOUR IS FRIGGIN' WHITE!
YA HEAR ME, FRIGGIN' WHITE!
I'm shadow-colour, always was, always will be.
Speaking of outcasts, Tessa, we, the Da-Tenshi clan, ARE OUTCASTS.
We, scream, shout, yell, kill, play pranks, curse, swear, all for the sake of making ourselves feel whole.
Guess what, Tessa?!
YOU, ARE SO NOT LIKE ANY ONE OF US!
YOU DON'T DESERVE TO BE LIKE US!
You're so.. pure..
YOU, SEI-TENSHI!
I REALLY HATE PEOPLE WHO ACT PATHETHIC EVEN THOUGH THEY KNOW THAT DEEP DOWN THEY ARE WAY BETTER THEN, US, DA-TENSHI!
YOU HEAR THAT, MISS SO-CALLED OUTCAST, BUT ACTUALLY A SEI-TENSHI!
You have no idea how irritating it is to me..
Up there, you are protesting about YOUR rank, thinking that YOU are the worst.
But, let me tell you this Tessa, you are not..
You are way better than that, way better than us, Da-Tenshi..
Even among all of us, Midnight Musume, you rank the highest in tenshi ranking.
You know why I ranked you up that high?
YOU KNOW WHY?!
It's because I know that deep down, you are way better than all of us, WAY TOO PURE..
As though you were an angel, while we were just stupid ignorant humans..
I may not know you well enough..
However, I know your heart..
You aren't like the rest of us..
You are a true tenshi like no other..
You are too kind, too nice, too forgiving to be an outcast..
That's why I ranked you the highest rank of Tenshi, Tessa..
My sister, Moka, is only a Jun-Tenshi, a half-angel..
Coz' part of her is still a little evil.. A little too naughty to be a Sei-Tenshi..
As for your older sister, I ranked her as a Kuro-Tenshi, a slightly higher rank than me..
Although it IS true that Kuro-Tenshis and Da-Tenshis are the best buddies ever..
We party like hell, like there's no tomorrow..
We play pranks and laugh because we just want to have some fun in our lives..
I ranked myself as lowest tenshi, because I was already broken..
Broken beyond compare, beyond mending, beyond healing..
I used to be a Sei-Tenshi like you are now..
However, due to one incident, it blinded me of ALL my pureness..
I wanted revenge..
I wanted to kill..
I was easily jealoused..
Easily angered..
So, I fell..
I fell into a pit worse than death to us, Sei-Tenshis..
I fell into the clans of the Da-Tenshis..
However, here, I guess I felt quite at home..
Where I could do anything I want, bring the whole house down if I could.
However, of course, it WOULD be nice to be able to return to the clan I used to belong..
The clan in which is the most respected for their pureness..
And that clan would be yours, Tessa..
You have no idea how pure your heart is..
But I know, because my heart..
It used to be pure like yours too..
You say that you are an outcast, which will mean that others don't like you, don't notice you..
Then, how would you explain the reason behind your maplestory friends?
You, an "outcast", having so many friends on MapleStory..
You, an "outcast", having so many guys wanting to be your girlfriend on MapleStory..
Why is that so?
It's all because, you, Tessa, are not an "outcast", but, a wonderful Sei-Tenshi..
For me, on MapleStory, I try to be nice, I try to be friendly, but, it doesn't work..
Nobody notices me..
So..
How would you explain that to me, Tessa, my precious Sei-Tenshi cousin?
da tenshi? don't worry. i'm proud of being one. :)